I Cannot do this

Part One – Mary speaks:-

I cannot do this,

I cannot be this.

He is my baby.

I feel as though a sword

has pierced my soul.


I cling to Mary Magdalene

as she clings to me.

What sense is this?

His work is not finished.

What can he do when dead?

My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord,

I said those words

as he moved in my womb.


He will cast down the mighty from their thrones,

And lift up the Lowly.

How? How? How?


I watched the broken face,

I made with God?

I heard his cry,

“Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabchthani.”


He felt abandoned too.

I wept.

I wept as they pierced his beautiful side,

I wept as they dragged his torn body

down

from the cruel cross.


I wept as they laid him in the tomb.


I wept for the poor, the hungry, the sick,

the oppressed:

who will never, now, be free.

I weep for you.